What am I to do now?
One said this, the other said otherwise.
I care for both and I can't afford to lose you both. You guys gave me the merriment in my eyes.
Now I'm confused and lost. I’m in a spot that no one can figure.
A mixed tinge of feelings overwhelmed me and all that I’m sure I’m feeling now is the forlornness that has been surrounding me since last Wednesday.
You gave me false hope and You left me in a state of confusion.
You are someone I trust although sometime not at 100% but I know you better than You who love to gossip and laugh with sarcasm.
So what am I to do now?
I don't ask for this but I will accept it as a challenge and obstacle that I may face in future to come.
All that I can do now is not by putting a mask but to be true to myself and stand on my 2 feet alone.
I'll pray for the smiles and colours to fill the emptiness that separating us.
