Chapter 3: Gemini
A different chapter
Saturday, August 15, 2009 | 11:59 PM | 0comments

She wrote (at 12.50pm):


"I would seriously be biting myself right now for doing this (because I had solemnly promised myself I wont & never will) but the fact that I stumbled upon a familiar someone in Dreamland yesterday meant too much to me.

Woke up disconcerted yet I couldnt deny a pinch of love & joy too, I started to wonder, is missing someone who is already in love a sin? (:


p/s: was it really you?"



He wrote (at 1.13pm):

"Missing someone is not a sin my dear..
Missing of some is something that you should never forget.
Even though it's not reality, a pinch of love could mean something to a person!


p/s: eventhough I'm madly in love with someone, there's always a place for you in my heart no matter what.. I miss you too & remember, I'm always here for you. (: "



He wrote (at 1.20pm):

" By the way, I lost my phone which mean your number as well. Sorry!
Give me a call soon aite?


p/s: it wasn't on purpose. I'll tell you all on the phone later. I'll be waiting. (: "




She wrote (at 1.45pm):

"Sorry for the late reply, I was busy with errands unfortunately.

No worries. Hey, here's my cell. 815- "




*Paused with a long distinctive train of thoughts*





[Message was not sent]



[Delete thread: YES]






And she never calls.
Disconsolated Self`
Friday, August 14, 2009 | 11:11 PM | 0comments

To her rue, realisation came too late.

Heart screwed tight, discombobulated by those traded confessions.



If you were a ride at a amusement park, I would buy a ticket and see what would happen.




Why do I have to miss you time and again?
Soul Baring`
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 | 11:54 PM | 0comments

The Bliss of having another newborn, a grand celebration for many & abundance of joy to be seen.

Those small squinted eyes, a soul so pure & serene, too strong of innoncence for influence to kick in..just yet.


Made me wondered as well, the roles he may play as he grew.
As we grew as well.
Just so like they said, The world is a stage & we are the characters in it.


A billion people.
Different faces, identities and habits.
Have you ever wondered, who are we really? Are we characters in one of God's dreams?
An obsession or ambition that were soon born to be known as humans as a simple film of life created by the Almighty.
An intelligent destructable yet full of maelstorm of passion.



Humans. Unpredictable characters.
Are WE really?

Slogan
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 | 11:55 PM | 0comments



Because a slogan gives the motivation in your life, I just can't hide but to share mine.


Life Should Taste As Good As Lala.


Smoke on it.
Monday, August 10, 2009 | 9:30 PM | 0comments


Definition of Weed: A plant whose virtues have not been found yet.


I'm trying to find the words.
but I'm all entangled.




Untwirl me.

Red & White
Sunday, August 9, 2009 | 11:57 PM | 0comments


Missed my brother's performance at the National Museum.
Missed my youngest's performance at the floating platform.
Missed the parade.
Missed the declaration.
Missed the fireworks.
Missed the fun, laughter and merriment.



Missed everything else but work.





Happy National Day.
=S.



It's a little lonely without Diana at work today.
Gotta say I miss her much.
But another friend missed is another friend made.

Say Hello to my new friend.
Because a brand new day starts with me.

Shed My Skin
Saturday, August 8, 2009 | 11:58 PM | 0comments



The crescent moon glows, shines upon
my night.
Accompany me, solitude be vanished.
be one, be still,
for thou shall be reveal.


Give me hope, Give me love.
But then you came, crushed and
took it all away.


My heart once bleed
for he who deceieved
when I was still lonely and weak
baptised me, shed my skin,
for love & sin
shall never be entwined.

Why does it have to hurt
to love, to heal
the broken pieces
that reveal one true self
within?

Be gone & perish.

Back on my two feet`
Friday, August 7, 2009 | 11:18 PM | 0comments

Been so long untouch from this world.
Delighted ever so to be back
once again,
Skin glowing under the sun.
Thank you.






Quote of the day: If sex is such a natural phenomenon,
how com there are so MANY books on how to do it?

Ringless Marriage`
Thursday, August 6, 2009 | 11:58 PM | 0comments


Apparently a small harmless request could stir such a BIG commotion
from those whom I least expected.
Husband & a daughter?
Ring-less?





Call me married but I'm still single at heart.
*chuckles*






Quote of the day: A long marriage is two people trying to dance a duet
and two solos at the same time.


I want a divorce.

Work already please.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009 | 11:49 PM | 0comments


Blogger's been a bitch lately.
What more can I say?


Something to Rejoice`
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 | 11:28 PM | 0comments


After days of contemplation, the final say:




Welcome me to a new semester with something new to learn.
Wish me luck.
*fingers crossed*


Realisation`
Sunday, August 2, 2009 | 11:21 PM | 0comments



Why do I have to realise
only a little too late?

Why do I need to reminisce
only to know that it won't be real no more?

Why then do I cry for your call,
your smile,
your companion,
your laughter and joy?

Why does it have to be you?



Why now?



2weeks with MC.
Saturday, August 1, 2009 | 1:34 AM | 0comments


I hate it when I'm infected by stupid bugs to get me down for everything else.

And now, scrap twice for emcee invitation.

dammit.


It's all because of this stupid bug that I'm still unwell.
And I lost my voice too.
How am I to host now?
=S.



A Walkthrough

♥ Rants
Hear me roar through the dark where the shadows reside.

♥ Alter Ego: LaLa
Walk in her shoes. Feel her joy, her pain, her confusion. The birth of a broken soul.

♥ Once Upon a Time
Sometimes even if you force it, there are memories that you'll bring to your deathbed. And these, are mine.

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