1pm
Saturday, February 28, 2009 | 11:22 PM | 1comments
My prayers were answered.YES.
Finally I did get my weekend break! but not exactly what I pictured it would be though.
there isn't a such thing as choreless-stay-home-saturday.
and even if it does, it definitely won't be here.
*pffts*
but on the bright side, at least I do get to stay home and have some ME time!
*smiles*
an interesting article to share:
An Orang Utan tries to Seduce Scientist
[Published on 20 March, 1997]
An orang-utan being studied by scientists in the Borneo jungle
developed a crush on her psychologist and tried to seduce him.
Dr Gary Shapiro, vice-president of the Los Angeles-based Orang-Utan
Foundation International, developed a close relationship with the
female, Rinnie, when he tried to teach her sign language.
"On my 27th birthday she came up to me and actually greeted me as
I swam across the river. She took me by the hand, walked me across
a dry swamp, and took me behind a tree," he said.
"There, on the ground, she had constructed a day nest which was larger than the normal.
She lay down on the bed, spread her legs and started pulling me
towards her.
"It was a very definite proposition.
I signed to her 'No' and she looked at me with those big eyes.
She knew I had scorned her.
From then on she was much colder, not nearly as affectionate and just
very businesslike, though she did get over it."
Dr Shapiro, married with a wife in California, described Rinnie as
"nice-looking and good-natured as orang-utans go".
Fellow orang-utan expert Dr Birtute Galdikas was said to have
joked on Dr Shapiro's return to their camp:
"Gary, you should have done it for science."
[Published on 20 March, 1997]
An orang-utan being studied by scientists in the Borneo jungle
developed a crush on her psychologist and tried to seduce him.
Dr Gary Shapiro, vice-president of the Los Angeles-based Orang-Utan
Foundation International, developed a close relationship with the
female, Rinnie, when he tried to teach her sign language.
"On my 27th birthday she came up to me and actually greeted me as
I swam across the river. She took me by the hand, walked me across
a dry swamp, and took me behind a tree," he said.
"There, on the ground, she had constructed a day nest which was larger than the normal.
She lay down on the bed, spread her legs and started pulling me
towards her.
"It was a very definite proposition.
I signed to her 'No' and she looked at me with those big eyes.
She knew I had scorned her.
From then on she was much colder, not nearly as affectionate and just
very businesslike, though she did get over it."
Dr Shapiro, married with a wife in California, described Rinnie as
"nice-looking and good-natured as orang-utans go".
Fellow orang-utan expert Dr Birtute Galdikas was said to have
joked on Dr Shapiro's return to their camp:
"Gary, you should have done it for science."
he must be one charming scientist.
:P
To finally give it a serious thought,
I didn't realise how ready I was until now.
Images and Sayings
relive my yesterdays.
So soon begin my trust with you.
I didn't realise how ready I was until now.
Images and Sayings
relive my yesterdays.
So soon begin my trust with you.
Planning Ahead`
Friday, February 27, 2009 | 11:58 PM | 0comments
When I actually had the thought that I would finally be free after yesterday,
I had to lie to myself that everything would be alright if anything intervene my plan today.
but it didn't work.
Despite having a short trip to DreamLand,
I had to be back early in RealityLand to make long multiple trips around singapore
so as to continue with my "fulfilling-life".
oh bummer.
*whines*
and to top it all, I had to be back to school for some housekeeping matters with the TRCC.
The day just keep getting better now aye?
*eyes rolling*
So I'm dog-beat due to indufficient rest & food.
and all I'm looking forward to is a breakaway this weekend.
So please oh god, save me a good weekend cause I do badly need it.
*crossing my fingers*
well on a lighter note, here is something that made my day.
Wrong Email Address
A man checked into a hotel. There was a computer in his room,
so he decided to send an e-mail to his wife.
However, he accidentally typed a wrong e-mail address,
and without realizing his error, he sent the e-mail.
and without realizing his error, he sent the e-mail.
Meanwhile.... Somewhere in Houston, a widow had just returned from her husband's funeral.
The widow decided to check her e-mail, expecting condolence messages from relatives and friends.
The widow decided to check her e-mail, expecting condolence messages from relatives and friends.
After reading the first message, she fainted.
The widow's son rushed into the room, found his mother on the floor,
and saw the computer screen which read:
The widow's son rushed into the room, found his mother on the floor,
and saw the computer screen which read:
-----------------------------------------------------------
To: My Loving Wife,
Subject: I've Reached
Date: 16 March 2008,
I know you're surprised to hear from me.
They give computers here, and we are allowed to send e-mails to loved ones.
They give computers here, and we are allowed to send e-mails to loved ones.
I've just reached and have been checked in.
I see that everything has been prepared for your arrival tomorrow.
Looking forward to seeing you TOMORROW!
Love,
Your Hubby.
-----------------------------------------------------------
It is always so nice having you around
but you know where I stand between us.
And after today,
somehow I think you might forget.
I can't let it happen......again.
but you know where I stand between us.
And after today,
somehow I think you might forget.
I can't let it happen......again.
Cup noodles & Ice creams
Thursday, February 26, 2009 | 11:59 PM | 0comments
Schedule for The Extremely Long Day :8am: Meet Mario before the Shoot with Florina.
8.30am: Meet the rest before proceeding for the Shoot.
9am - 10am: Salsa Photoshoot.
10am - 11am: Salsa Training.
11am - 1pm: Technique Training.
1.30pm - 3pm: Committe Meeting.
4pm till Late: Second Photoshoot.
well obviously, that is only the planning.
the real deal?
It is indubitably that one would need a long refreshing bath after such a long day and that is what exactly I intend to do ..... immediately at the Sports Complex.
call me Kiasu or whatnots but hey, a lady has to take care of her hygiene ok.
and showering alone is such a bore. next time, I shall drag along some companies with me!
*chuckles*
And this is how we end our day:
Despite all that happened earlier,
the tardiness, the klutzziness, the frustration, the laughter, the upset-tummy,
it was afterall a GREAT thursday!
(..to think that I'm actually gonna hate today... hah!)
Te quiero mi ames.
8.30am: Meet the rest before proceeding for the Shoot.
9am - 10am: Salsa Photoshoot.
10am - 11am: Salsa Training.
11am - 1pm: Technique Training.
1.30pm - 3pm: Committe Meeting.
4pm till Late: Second Photoshoot.
well obviously, that is only the planning.
the real deal?
- I was LATE.
*woke up at 7.30am when I was SUPPOSE to be OUT at 7.30am. -__-'' - Didn't brought along my necessacities for the first shoot & meeting.
*And I'm glad that I'm still alive despite the Klutz-ness. - Our meeting was pushed back.
*Simply because we had to WAIT for the mother to arrive.. (double -_-'') - And unfortunately, I had to run back home to get the camera for our second shoot.
*Reason being: Someone (her son) wasn't available to take the shoot for us. pffts. - Due to that, photoshoot was delayed hence explain why we ended at close to 8pm.
*(no explanation needed).
It is indubitably that one would need a long refreshing bath after such a long day and that is what exactly I intend to do ..... immediately at the Sports Complex.
call me Kiasu or whatnots but hey, a lady has to take care of her hygiene ok.
and showering alone is such a bore. next time, I shall drag along some companies with me!
*chuckles*
And this is how we end our day:
Cup noodles with the committee near 7-11 store.
Felt just like camping.
*especially with the attire I'm in.
Felt just like camping.
*especially with the attire I'm in.
Despite all that happened earlier,
the tardiness, the klutzziness, the frustration, the laughter, the upset-tummy,
it was afterall a GREAT thursday!
(..to think that I'm actually gonna hate today... hah!)
Te quiero mi ames.
Strum me away`
Wednesday, February 25, 2009 | 11:30 PM | 1comments
Listening to live music is always better than those which are blasting away from my stereos.
Rockstar came by today and played with baby a few notes,
kind of reminding me the times when I played with him.
only of course, HE is better.
*chuckles*
Tarot Cards.
Frankly speaking, I've never really give much thoughts about this,
simply because I don't believe relying my fate on cards.
But it has never fails to intrigue me about how the whole thing works.
How one could immersed fully into such beliefs,
when scams are at a great favour now.
Nevertheless, it's never too cliche to say this,
I admire those with true gifts of reading palms, tea leaves and even, tarot cards.
minus the phoneys of course.
*giggles*
So here is what mine says for TODAY.
And as I was browsing through some of mine old email in my inbox,
I found these.
I swear I've got an ache in my tummy for 5secs after the first picture.
*chuckles*
Yesterday Tabbyanto waved Goodnight at me.
I wonder who is it gonna be tonight.
(:
Amor.
Maybe all was just because of me.
I "avoid" too much, I talk too much.
I just think too much.
but baby, if there is one thing you should know,
no matter how long or short I've known you,
you did made a great impact in my life.
and perhaps,
it is due to THAT, Im blinded with
insecurities.
Preparation 1
Tuesday, February 24, 2009 | 11:59 PM | 0comments
To finally get started with our plans is stupendous but
executing it with lack of manpower spells F-R-U-S-T-R-A-T-I-O-N.
It's really superfluos to vent my anger here,
afterall they aren't even worth it.
Nevertheless, I'm contented enough that
we managed to complete our tasks by just one day &
all we need is just a few touch up on
the subsequent days to finish it up.
*gave a pat on our backs*
executing it with lack of manpower spells F-R-U-S-T-R-A-T-I-O-N.
It's really superfluos to vent my anger here,
afterall they aren't even worth it.
Nevertheless, I'm contented enough that
we managed to complete our tasks by just one day &
all we need is just a few touch up on
the subsequent days to finish it up.
*gave a pat on our backs*
HANDBOOK OF LIFE
Health:
1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a poor.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured from
plants.
4. Live with the 3 E ' s -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, and prayer.
6. Play more.
7.. Read more books than you did the last year.
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
9. Sleep for atleast 8 hours and not more than 10 hours to enjoy the next day fuss free.
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.
Personality:
11. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the
positive present moment.
13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
16. Dream more while you are awake.
17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past.
That will ruin your present happiness.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.
Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but
the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
23. Smile and laugh more.
24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
Society:
25. Call your family often.
26. Each day give something good to others.
27. Forgive everyone for everything.
28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
29. Try to make at least three people smile each day..
30. What other people think of you is none of your business.
31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick.
Your friends will. Stay in touch.
Life:
32. Do the right thing!
33. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
34. GOD heals everything.
35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
37. The best is yet to come.
38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.
39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.
Health:
1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a poor.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured from
plants.
4. Live with the 3 E ' s -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, and prayer.
6. Play more.
7.. Read more books than you did the last year.
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
9. Sleep for atleast 8 hours and not more than 10 hours to enjoy the next day fuss free.
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.
Personality:
11. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the
positive present moment.
13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
16. Dream more while you are awake.
17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past.
That will ruin your present happiness.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.
Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but
the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
23. Smile and laugh more.
24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
Society:
25. Call your family often.
26. Each day give something good to others.
27. Forgive everyone for everything.
28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
29. Try to make at least three people smile each day..
30. What other people think of you is none of your business.
31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick.
Your friends will. Stay in touch.
Life:
32. Do the right thing!
33. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
34. GOD heals everything.
35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
37. The best is yet to come.
38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.
39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.
(Somehow the ones in bold sounded pretty wrong to me. :p)
It was never my intention,
but you're becoming my addiction.
and now I am speeding up the highway
trying to relive my yesterday.
So just grant me a wish,
one wish to end it all.
just you, me & no lights, up against the wall.
but you're becoming my addiction.
and now I am speeding up the highway
trying to relive my yesterday.
So just grant me a wish,
one wish to end it all.
Energised`
Monday, February 23, 2009 | 11:58 PM | 0comments
Ostensibly, Melvin had got me thinking what would be like
to have Waltz in RP.
A soft, gentle and romantic dance, who wouldn't want to indulge in it?
and of course, not forgetting the stylish poses and long
fairytale-like dresses too.
It would be a miracle for us to have another wing under SDIG itself
but for now, I guess, it's better we stick to two.
and after so long going on without proper practice,
finally I get to re-live my routine.
and yes, I'm missing the achings!
*laughs*
Oh well, I'm foreseeing a long week ahead so
a break is definitely what I need
by the end of all these!
at times it felt so right,
I just don't wanna stop.
my vision is blinded by the signs you're showing
but all I need is a greenlight.
because baby,
all you need to do is tell me & I'll take it from there.
Ever wonder why?
Sunday, February 22, 2009 | 11:59 PM | 0comments
Let's cut the story short.
Approximately majority of us here have lost our virginity lips when we know that lips are meant to explore not only with food and drinks.
The times when we heard most would say, "Ahh.. those days. Been there, done that. So what's new?"
This is what's new : Could you recall what was it like for your first kiss?
The answer? : WET.
Remember when Charlotte York from Sex and the City had an encounter with the wonderful kiss of her life but soon fend him off eventually telling that poor guy "you're a bad kisser!" ?
What are the reasons that may come to this?
We have been exploring many ways of locking/inter-locking lips with one another (not me of course, :p) but has always overlook the fact of why certain kisses are more sloppier than others.
and then, it comes to a question where most girls would ponder,
Why men are Sloppy Kisser?
Simple reason girls.
According to some source, apart from knowing that locking lips could create feelings of bonding and relaxing, respectively, testosterone in spit is the reason why we would want to rip our clothes off.
Wait. TESTOSTERONE?!
Apparently yes. Testosterone in saliva explains why men inherently like sloppier kisses. In a way, they are in an essence of "unconsciously trying to transfer testosterone to stimulate sex drive in women."
Now now. Hold your horses. Don't get all so hype now.
Poor honey Charlotte. If only she had known that his wet sloppy kisses were just the male way of trying to wriggle her out of that Wacoal Luxe push-up bra. It was instinctive. He wouldn't know any better Char.
And scientist has even proved that saliva increases the sex drive of both parties.
There has been evidence that testosterone is found in saliva as more men proves that they like sloppier kisses with more open mouth, which suggest more stimulation of sex drive to women.
How passionate & HOT it could be at the same time.
but boys please, I know things will get spicy and steamy but don't over-do it because kissing too could bring injuries.
apparently, a chinese girl went deaf after a long breathless kiss recently.
According to the woman's doctor, "the kiss reduced the pressure in the mouth, pulled the eardrum out and caused the breakdown of the ear."
Now that is one Passionate Smacker!
So guys, though we know that kissing is safe and sexy, we still do need to proceed with caution.
Simple reason girls.
According to some source, apart from knowing that locking lips could create feelings of bonding and relaxing, respectively, testosterone in spit is the reason why we would want to rip our clothes off.
Wait. TESTOSTERONE?!
Apparently yes. Testosterone in saliva explains why men inherently like sloppier kisses. In a way, they are in an essence of "unconsciously trying to transfer testosterone to stimulate sex drive in women."
Now now. Hold your horses. Don't get all so hype now.
Poor honey Charlotte. If only she had known that his wet sloppy kisses were just the male way of trying to wriggle her out of that Wacoal Luxe push-up bra. It was instinctive. He wouldn't know any better Char.
And scientist has even proved that saliva increases the sex drive of both parties.
There has been evidence that testosterone is found in saliva as more men proves that they like sloppier kisses with more open mouth, which suggest more stimulation of sex drive to women.
How passionate & HOT it could be at the same time.
but boys please, I know things will get spicy and steamy but don't over-do it because kissing too could bring injuries.
apparently, a chinese girl went deaf after a long breathless kiss recently.
According to the woman's doctor, "the kiss reduced the pressure in the mouth, pulled the eardrum out and caused the breakdown of the ear."
Now that is one Passionate Smacker!
So guys, though we know that kissing is safe and sexy, we still do need to proceed with caution.
Oh bummer`
Friday, February 20, 2009 | 11:53 PM | 0comments
Plan D: Stay Home to nurse the sick sick child.
What's a Sister love you ask me?
Is when she sacrifice her entire day just for him.
you owe me your psp. pffts.
I still love you anyways.
Recover soon darling.
*hugs*
Happy Thoughts`
Thursday, February 19, 2009 | 11:49 PM | 0comments
I know it's pretty old to be showing this but it is just something I've been wanting to share.
and I think I'm beginning to like this guy.
haha.
evil bunny aye?
(:
and just a lil' entertainment,
click on the picture to view!
and I miss you twiniee.
hurry home?
Ladies Night`
Wednesday, February 18, 2009 | 11:59 PM | 0comments
After spending one entire day amending my lost and confounded life,I figured that today would be the time to treat a little something for myself.
A day out with me myself and I.
Besides, it has been eons since I spend time for myself.
All the constant activities in school and social life has kept me busy and tight.
And just when I thought wednesday would be the perfect day for me, I had to be interrupted.
Oh bummer.
Nevertheless, the day turned out swell by the greatest company from my dearest honey.
(excluding the fact that some Ti Ko Peh or Chi Ko Pek as most of you would know tried to snap under my skirt earlier this evening at Plaza Sing. That bugger. Should have kick his nuts and push him down the escalator. Pffts.)
well, of course, the fact that I was treated with StarBucks, of course, that would make the best company ever!
*giggles*
Went out dancing again tonight and it was amazing. Not to mention, with great friends there dancing too, it made the experience a whole lot better.
Sometimes, I blame the sins for luring me into their trap but the truth is,
it's all up to me if I were to mull it over.
Besides, all they do is to set the trap and wait for a prey.
Perhaps, I was too oblivious towards it all.
There should be a way out of this.
Make it Stop`
Tuesday, February 17, 2009 | 11:43 PM | 0comments
To finally get it out my chest,
oh how relieved I would have been.
only it was all wishful thinking,
for neither one is real but a
charade that we're all playing.
I stood rigid yet so vulnerable.
the surface was strong
yet with one assailable soul,
it could have give it all away.
I plead just once.
and that once I plead to end it all.
but my words fell to deaf ears,
brushed against the gusty wind
stole by a flash of lighting
crushed by the mighty thunder.
Then I realised something big.
something more important than I could have ever known.
Existence.
When one is gifted with such power,
it doesn't mean you're entitled with it.
there are boundaries and restrictions to follow.
rules that need to abide to.
However stubborn one might be,
there is still no escape.
for at times, that's the reason I just wish
to be a puppet & let you play with the strings.
compose my novel of life
but blame ME for the flaws.
afterall, I'm the PUPPET.
and you're the master behind the curtain walls.
and of course, Happy Birthday Darling Mummykins.
oh how relieved I would have been.
only it was all wishful thinking,
for neither one is real but a
charade that we're all playing.
I stood rigid yet so vulnerable.
the surface was strong
yet with one assailable soul,
it could have give it all away.
I plead just once.
and that once I plead to end it all.
but my words fell to deaf ears,
brushed against the gusty wind
stole by a flash of lighting
crushed by the mighty thunder.
Then I realised something big.
something more important than I could have ever known.
Existence.
When one is gifted with such power,
it doesn't mean you're entitled with it.
there are boundaries and restrictions to follow.
rules that need to abide to.
However stubborn one might be,
there is still no escape.
for at times, that's the reason I just wish
to be a puppet & let you play with the strings.
compose my novel of life
but blame ME for the flaws.
afterall, I'm the PUPPET.
and you're the master behind the curtain walls.
and of course, Happy Birthday Darling Mummykins.
Mexico`
Monday, February 16, 2009 | 11:57 PM | 0comments
Remind me again how did you celebrate your V-day?
It gave me such envy at how sexy Mexicoans celebrated theirs.
Oh why can't Singapore has something similar?
:p
-click on the picture to get the Full Hot Story.
and when I thought it was over, a friend presented to me another piece of news (I must have overlook) that appeals to me.
What a noble deed indeed.
hah.
What a noble deed indeed.
hah.
-click on the picture to get the Full Hot Story.
So do you want to make history?
don't let me get a NO from you.
call me crazy? I don't care because this would be for only once in your lifetime.
:p
The Lost Child`
Sunday, February 15, 2009 | 11:50 PM | 0comments
There were times when it gets dark and I need your
light to guide me.
There were times when life's a bitch and I need your
words to soothe me.
There were times when merriment is in my eyes and I need your
smile to share it with me.
All of those times..
Are MY needs.
Sometimes I thought,
this existence, the gift that you gave me is pure.
but with a life that was tainted by prejudice and sarcasm,
born another that you claimed to be yours.
It has always been a burden.
A torture.
A hindrance.
ME.
It was never mouthed.
but I know.
I know because I felt it.
Sometimes I wish I could just go away.
far away so no one can care.
maybe it'll be better for you?
No more screaming.
at least you won't hurt your throat as much.
No more expectations.
at least one less person to have hopes on to.
No more migraine.
at least a whole lot lesser with only one child to think about.
Wouldn't life be easier if I'm gone?
A Perfect Picture`
Saturday, February 14, 2009 | 11:56 PM | 0comments
Maybe it's a natural thing to be scared.and maybe it's normal.
but I have never like it. Call me soft, vulnerable or whatever you name it but I know deep down inside, little LaLa is afraid.
maybe that's why I don't like commitment.
or maybe I am AFRAID of commitment.
Watching them fight and bicker from time to time is something not every child would want to witness.
Those shouting, sarcasms and constant blaming..
It just hurts me.
please. stop it.
If one day you forget who you are, will remembering helps you retain your life back?
Would you rely on your love ones to recall your memory, the footsteps you took?
or would you stop and move on, forget about your past and start a new?
like a white sheet of paper, waiting for a new set of colours to be painted on?
Humans are just like Photography.
we develop from negatives.
and oh, Happy Valentines Day.
we develop from negatives.
and oh, Happy Valentines Day.
Getcha Freak On`
Friday, February 13, 2009 | 10:04 PM | 0comments
At long last, the information superhighway or else known as the cyberspace has finally decided to come home.
This small yet vast space has filled too much in me. Too much, in fact, I could have died without it.
It dawned to me of how vital it is of this very virtual life to me.
My daily routine of Facebooking, PhotoBucketing, MSN-ing & whatnots are finally falling into place neither one of them were neglected yet again.
It was like a miracle come true when Dexter, my Singtel Broadband Hero, came knocking on my door on Friday morning.
For some, Friday the 13th would spelt Misfortune but mine, would be a Miracle.
*grins*
Oh, the way he does his thing was magical.
It's like bringing the dead back to Life only his touch was powerful yet gentle at the same time.
I don't know whatever I would do without you.
How dramatic as it may sound, blame the Operas for having such influential on me.
(:
This small yet vast space has filled too much in me. Too much, in fact, I could have died without it.
It dawned to me of how vital it is of this very virtual life to me.
My daily routine of Facebooking, PhotoBucketing, MSN-ing & whatnots are finally falling into place neither one of them were neglected yet again.
It was like a miracle come true when Dexter, my Singtel Broadband Hero, came knocking on my door on Friday morning.
For some, Friday the 13th would spelt Misfortune but mine, would be a Miracle.
*grins*
Oh, the way he does his thing was magical.
It's like bringing the dead back to Life only his touch was powerful yet gentle at the same time.
I don't know whatever I would do without you.
How dramatic as it may sound, blame the Operas for having such influential on me.
(:
A perfect way to end it`
Wednesday, February 11, 2009 | 10:46 PM | 0comments
It was short but needless to say, the trip was fruitful.With endless questions beginning from "Are you a student?" to "So what are your suggestions regarding attracting more customers into our shop?", I began to think that everything worked out well enough.
Though it was pretty disappointing to think that with all the trainings, school might commence just a month after.
But heck, regardless employed or not, I'll still be your
(:
and it's so weird that I kept bumping into you.
sometimes I wonder, is Singapore too damn small for the 2 of us?
hah.
Of course, not forgetting to mention, thank you Love for your help.
Bunking into her crib wasn't exactly what I would pictured but staying over till late was good enough for me. Besides, I miss the good ol' times when we rant like there isn't any tomorrow.
*giggles*
But a more perfect way to end it is to crash into your bed tonight!
which I'm looking forward to.
"canyouimaginethelookonhisfaceifIbreakittohim?!"
and I'm having such a long day tomorrow. still contemplating if I should even move a muscle.
GrooveDance`
Sunday, February 8, 2009 | 10:11 PM | 0comments
It was a torture to have to wake up early just so we won't be late for the event today
but all was paid off during the day.
for today is dearest Alice & Bj's last dance together.
The chemistry that they had made me wonder if any of our existing
couples now could sustain in the near future.
*looking at Siti & Mario*
:p
With a little tweaking in our usual routine, Bj & Alice had once again awed us with their
beautiful and sensual moves.
my favourite would be the Bachata number of course.
*giggles*
Workshops after workshops we attended and I had to say it was stupendous!
(Including both exotic and lap dance)
and just maybe, I know the perfect Valentine's gift!
*winks!*
but all was paid off during the day.
for today is dearest Alice & Bj's last dance together.
The chemistry that they had made me wonder if any of our existing
couples now could sustain in the near future.
*looking at Siti & Mario*
:p
With a little tweaking in our usual routine, Bj & Alice had once again awed us with their
beautiful and sensual moves.
my favourite would be the Bachata number of course.
*giggles*
Workshops after workshops we attended and I had to say it was stupendous!
(Including both exotic and lap dance)
and just maybe, I know the perfect Valentine's gift!
*winks!*
Paint me a Face`
Friday, February 6, 2009 | 11:29 PM | 0comments
You wake up each day.Breathe in. Breathe out.
You look around calmly, take your essential and head to the bathroom.
Breathe in. Breathe out.
You let the tap water runs wild down to your smooth body.
And in the same time, wishing it would wash your yesterday's sins and wake you up to a brand new realm.
Breathe in. Breathe out.
You wipe the vapour from your condensed-mirror with your hand.
And slowly look into the mirror.
Stopped Breathing.
There were no eyes, nose, mouth. Nothing.
YOU are Faceless.
Everyday without fail, we all show a different face to everyone.
It's inevitable.
It's wrong. It's good. It's disappointing. It's powerful. It's who you are.
but why? why does it feel so good yet so wrong to do it?
YOU are Faceless.
Everyday without fail, we all show a different face to everyone.
It's inevitable.
It's wrong. It's good. It's disappointing. It's powerful. It's who you are.
but why? why does it feel so good yet so wrong to do it?
Not many of us ask these questions to ourselves when we look into the mirror.
Stop pretending. It's a fact.
We all show a different face to everyone.
So why the pretendence? Is it because of the will power to be accepted? Or to be known for once?
Why can't we just be ourselves?
Our true selfish, bitchy yet loving self?
Is it too much to absorb at times? Do you turned and changed into someone else just to fit the perfect picture?
Do you wish to wake up one day, faceless, so you could choose your face carefully this time for a permanent?
Do you wish to keep changing your face whenever you want to?
Do you wish to draw your own eyes, nose and mouth?
Do you?
I am sick of wearing different faces.
to blend, to pretend, to smile,
it's just senile!
but who am I kidding?
We're all humans. A creature who is temperamental, fickle, considerate yet filled with love all the same.
To blend and to have multiple identity is our nature.
So then tell me, which face will you be wearing today?
Deep within`
Wednesday, February 4, 2009 | 11:46 AM | 0comments
I once asked myself,
What is my true fear?
The negativity inside me.
Will I be finally able to demolish it away from inside of me, if I could find out what it is?
Could I instill that Law of Attraction to myself with positivity in mind?
So who is this enemy that I'm facing?
How can I defeat it when all in while, it's inside of me?
Is it strong?
Is it weak?
Do I need to seek or should I stand alone in this war?
And here it lies, so explicitly.
MY ONE TRUE FEAR.
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Lord, give me the strength and power to get back on my two feet.
because you'd know it better then me.
I pray.
