Chapter 3: Gemini
One Last`
Sunday, October 31, 2010 | 10:02 PM | 0comments


I never could imagine, life without you
From the moment you walked into my world
Never knew how long a loving flame could burn
But losing you has forced me to learn
And every time I try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and I fall
That we can’t change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it’s better if we just let it go



So let’s have



One last kiss
One last touch
One last hug
One last tender moment between us

One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there’s nothing wrong
Let’s stay here for a while and
Cherish every moment we’re in denial

For we both know
It’s better if we just let it go


♥♥


When Night Falls..
Wednesday, October 27, 2010 | 11:47 PM | 0comments




It gets tougher every night.



When you wonder..
Monday, October 25, 2010 | 11:51 PM | 0comments

Lollipops turn into cigarettes.
The innocent ones turn into sluts.
Homework goes in the trash.
Mobile phones are being used in class.

Detention becomes suspension.
Soda becomes vodka.
Bikes become cars.
Kisses turn into sex.


Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?
When protection meant to wear a helmet?
When wearing a skirt didn’t make you a slut.
When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties?
Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and Mom was your superhero?
Your worst enemies were your siblings.

Race issues were about who ran the fastest.
War was only an UNO card game played with friends and family.
And the only drug you knew was cough medicine.
The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?

And we couldn’t wait to grow up...?


24th
Sunday, October 24, 2010 | 11:08 PM | 0comments



I may have said too much of a piece here & there and that you would have probably heard too many of cliche wishes so hereby, a specially dedicated belated message for you here.
So here goes..



Life may be a bitch and gets hard on you at times. But just like you said, tough people are the one who made out from all their tough times. But no matter how tough a person could be, we are after all humans and we withered, then we bloom and we shine by the end of the day.

A nice guy like you could pass anything in life because you stood strong and you have faith.
Time and experiences had made you to be the person you are now and I'm glad for who you are now; be it the tough & fearless Ghetto Soldier or the famous Camou Artist or the sweet annoying Cuppycake, you are the one and only Norazhar Lokman in the world.

And so, celebrate it with merriment and loves because it's a day to celebrate for you being the one in a million of many hearts.
Happy 24th Big Boy.




Iloveyou.


One in a Million
Tuesday, October 19, 2010 | 3:22 AM | 0comments

"I'm 20.
And I'm a girl."
One who is immature and foolish to not realise something precious before her.
Would you still be friends with her if you knew this?

"I'm 20.
And I'm just a human being."
One who made a stupid mistake and not realise that it was a very similar re-enactment to the one's past although she very much promised to herself not to be one.
Would you still be friends with her then?

"I'm 20.
And I've been in love. In fact just once."
One whom she had beginning to dedicated her life to, planning out the future untold, to spend the rest of her life till old and grey with the very one.
Would you still be befriend her?

I'm 20.
And I fucked up.
I don't know if you would still be friends with her.
)':



A Walkthrough

♥ Rants
Hear me roar through the dark where the shadows reside.

♥ Alter Ego: LaLa
Walk in her shoes. Feel her joy, her pain, her confusion. The birth of a broken soul.

♥ Once Upon a Time
Sometimes even if you force it, there are memories that you'll bring to your deathbed. And these, are mine.

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