If only I could say this to you personally, I would.
If only I could say this infront of you without having you interpreting it wrongly, I would.
If only I could make you understand, I would.

Truth is, the culprit that you've been searching for is ME.
Punish me if you must. I know I was in the wrong. I deserve this.

I'm being over too dramatic. Hm.. any chance I could get a placing at MediaCorp?
*chuckles*


Though today was pretty mundane, I was surprised that the tables were turned at night and surprisingly, I enjoyed it.
Finally, I understand the notion that a friend of mine once said, "Silat = EnJoy" .
nahh.. maybe it's just the new surroundings.
*chortles*


Oh! and how could I let this slipped my mind.. A pretty shocking yet trivial news should be shared because I know it'll put a smile on someone's face.
A smile that will stay till erm.. say... this Saturday?


Apparently, Ms Vegan was the one that found out Charming Kikas's new born blog.
and as evil as she would be, sharing of link wasn't carried out.
Thus, I was FORCED to search for it myself.
*groans*




& I didn't realise how much I enjoy reading her blog. I must thank you for the sharing. (=


sexy.diamond`
that's what it is.
& girls like me are simply attracted to it.


& yeah, I'm turning 19 next year.
*hint hint*


goodnight to all`



......ONLY towards THE END.
*giggles*

Caracal was the only thing that caught my attention. They are freakinglishly cool and awesome peeps! Though I ain't a big fan for their song genre, I totally appreciate their awesome talents!
and I admire guitarist like them.
=p

2. Guitar Players of Caracal.

(Black Tee)
* Name = Unknown.
No. Don't get me wrong.
It's not like I have some special feelings for Firdaus but it's the ONLY name I could remember after MiroB told me about them. Apparently, they happened to be his cliques!
Small world.
I guess, people who play have a BIG social circle too. *giggles*
and oh, 4 stars out of 5? because he is such a cutie oliver-james-look-alike.
(=












It took me 12hours to get myself out from the Dreamland.
I guess, it's just to addictive to be there.
The wonderful feeling to be not completely in touch with reality but drifting away in your own world, perceiving what you want and shrugging off the one you don't.

I was finally being brought back to reality at 3pm after few attempts by Twiniee`.
LOL.

So, to kill my sunday boredom I surf the net for some salsa or bachata songs.
and I found quite a few that is worth watching.
Here's one.
Very sexy and VERY BACHATA.





I wanna dance like this & MORE.
Yes. So, can I have a suitable partner now, for once?
(=

Bachata is another version of salsa.
and bachata is a very SEXY & kinda slow dance also, the steps aint that difficult to learn.
And that's why, I love bachata...mainly cause it's sooo couple-like dance.


enjoy.
& oh, taught Twiniee some salsa and bachata yesterday.
potential baby! wanna see u dance with Mr Blackie one day. (=
oh so lovely!
*wags eyebrow*


sugar dreams!
adieu to all .



5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
(in case you're wondering.....18-10= 8yrs old)
1. Fighting for candies with my sister.
2. Playing police and thief.
3. Watching doreamon & power rangers.
4. Dressing up my Barbie Dolls with my own special Fashion designs.
5. Raid the whole flat for green-packet during Hari Raya. (oops.)

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Chocolates.
2. Ice cream.
3. Ibu-san's cookies.
4. Strawberry Pocky!
5. Lollipop.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. SPENT
2. SPENT
3. SPENT
4. SPENT
5. erm.. have I said SPENT already?

[hahaha! wad a b* man. LOL.]

5 of my bad habits:
1. -
2. -
3. -
4. -
5. -

Who says I have bad habits? I am born perfect.
(sounds familiar, StarLust? *wags eyebrows*)

5 places I have lived in:
1. Ibu-san's womb.
2. Toa Payoh.
3. Yishun.
4. Dreamland.
5. LaLaLand.

5 places I had been for a date:
Secret.
*flings hair*

5 peeps in your mind now:
1. StarLust
2. Twiniee Sis
3. Mr Blackie
4. Huzzy
5. Fighter 'In.



Have you ever been addictive to something?
Something you wish you could have everyday single day?
Something that never fails to make you smile or laugh each day?

Do you have the sweetest drug in your life now?

Well, I DO.
And that is having a Friend like YOU.
With every secret shared, life born us with new trust to uphold.
With every touch, life born us with new and stronger bonds that no man can imagine.

We know no boundaries and although at times, situations can be intriguing, we still understand each other as we would from the very start.
Even if we're lost in the congested place filled with myriads of people, we can still sense each other like we're telepathying.

We have a long road to go and don't worry, be it rain or shine, I'll try my best to be by your side walking with you, another step nearer to heaven.
I'll be the shoulder you could lean on.
I'll break the curse that you've been jinxed.
I'll be your medicine when you're unwell.
I'll be your Soft Toy when you need a hug at night. (=

Yes, my friend.
For YOU, Is the SWEETEST DRUG a friend could ever ask for.



(=
sugar dreams! ........................

I wanted to write about NDP and things that happened during training especially the die-hard-fan.
But BUT...
I'm getting sick and tired of posting on training & NDP & the people revolved around it. Putting efforts into words are just a hassle. I thought I had so much to rant... but now, I'm confounded myself.
Simply because its THEM that are recent, that are main, that ARE CURRENTLY revolving around MY world..
But I get tired of talking about it.


I wanna escape. RUN. Far away.
To a Land only serenity can be found. Peace. Breeze so relaxing, indulging me into it.
I wanna sit under the trees and stare at the vast blue sky counting clouds to bright shiny stars.


I want to drift away.
Away from urbanisation. Away from tall majestic buildings. Away from pressure.
I want to rejuvenate. Unleashing the kid in me. Be what I want to be no matter where I am.


I want to taste the freedom.
I want to feel the victory.
I want to hug the feeling, grasping it tight, never wanting to let go.
Stick with me, feel with me, be IN me.


tonight will be night.
(=

Two marvellous show. Indeed a must catch.
Hellboy2 really spelt the word awesomeness to me. Reached home past midnight.. but it was worth it though. haha.
Thanks for the night anyway StarLust. It was nice. (=

Had a date with my gorgeous MuLan and we caught Red Cliff together, her treat. hees~
Before the movie, we had a sumptuous meal at Nebo and surprisingly, the meals were marvellous!
and the place would be nice to cam-whore.
haha.
(=


I swear that my face is totally numb now with all the smiles I had to put up for the camera.
haha.
despite the wonderful feeling, I'm still yet complaining.
sheesh`
(=

and oh, our dear Mr Gangsta came with a cap to class today.
woah! nice image yo! (=
This, I gotta snap. haha.


alright. my chauffeur is already hon-ing at me in my gold lamborghini.
seems like I'm wanted in DreamLand.
sugar dreams to all!
(= As we all await for the moment of truth, I was already smiling away preparing myself for the grand snap. Awaiting for our club name to be call sure is a good feeling. Heyy, I'm a psychic remember?
xD


Congrats on the winning dear Grasioans. No words can express the ecstaticness that was flowing through their body. And throughout the whole event, the same song were played in all our mind..
Let sing it ONE MORE TIME.
yes, Khai. You were leading. haha.

I wanted to rant as much as I could cause there seemed to be alot of things that I wanna say but I've decided for the pictures to take on the job.
(=


Life has been like frigging busy and yes, I'm not whinning but as a matter of fact, I do kinda enjoy it although I know it's killing me but heyy, who am I to complain?
I ain't going through this alone am I?
(=

Here's a summary of yesterday NDP P5 preview...yet again.
Two words : MUCH BETTER

credits goes to Wei Jun, my new "Lao Gong".
*giggles*

I miss kayaking so much. Can I be excuse for a day please?
pretty please with a cherry on top??
*puppy eyes*

(= Like a broken record, that particular song has been playing in my mind since 8 in the morning.
and I even surprised myself when I was humming to it while shampooing my hair.
0_0

It's like an addiction now. All I remember doing most today was indulging myself into that song.
After so long "abandoning" it, now it's back to haunt me when a dear friend of mine decided to share it with me yesterday night.
and now, I'm dying to get the song into my ZEN NEEON 2 so I could listen to it tomorrow.
-___-"

Videocall was GREAT! although I wish it could be longer. Well, all thanks to you-know-who.
Let's do it again some other time yeah?
and my apologies again for going off just like that. I still feel bad about it though.

Dance Prac was nice and we kinda added new steps to it but somehow I wish I could flee off to town to catch HellBoy2.
It's really tempting.
*grinning*


So anyway...NDP training commences tomorrow and I can't stop grumbling from just now, on how troublesome it is to put on that DAMN coasters. Imma need help again but this time, I'll try to ask lesser people..if you know what I mean.
Let's just hope for the best then. (=




and just for the record, if you're still curious, the song I'm referring to is

it's so over-rated, yes I know. But I just can't resist the temptation. (=
not that I don't have new pictures to share but I just felt like sharing this one instead. haha. beats me why.
and don't start judging cause everyone is imperfect.
*smiles*

but being observant and judgemental is a different thing, don't you think so StarLust?
*smile while raising left eyebrow*
haha.



Training yesterday was wonderful with Boifey, Charmer, StarLust & NJ always entertaining me and yes, YOU, yes, YOU sickeningly cute irritating FREAK, don't you have any other victims to prey on?!
now Boifey is jealous already.

No wait.

On a second thought, maybe you should just continue. Let him be jealous.
*evil laugh*



I love the poems you shared. Beautiful pieces indeed.
I'll be the first person in line to purchase the book, if you ever do publish them.. (=
webbying is never a bore and this time, who would have guessed it would be hot & sizzling?
*grinning*
& it wasn't my fault for saying it 3times! you lured me into it, please!
haha.
(=
So sweet like cherries on top of every sundae, the night was perfectly sealed.



p/s: & sorry couldn't turn up this morning. my "client" wouldn't let me go. haha.
Yes. I caught it...in the comfort of my own home, together with my dearest Emily eating sweet honeyed popcorn.
(=

So, what's next on the list?


I love you girls lots!
(=
but why must it always be incomplete? next time, lets fix the puzzle for 5.

I wanna meet you girls in dreamland tonight in our lamborghini for a ride to our long-built Villa by the ocean.

Let's collect sea shells and bury each other under the soft sand with only our heads sticking out.

Let's hold hands together as we sing our favourite song while walking along the beach.

Let's have our movie mania once again with LOTS and LOTS of goodies also not forgetting our Rocky Road.

Let's have a sing-a-long session inclusive of dance moves, now with a complete 5 of us.

Let's do EVERYTHING once again. I want to see the rainbows shinning above your heads.


*muacks*
you don't know how much you have shaped my life.
irreplaceable & indispensable is wad UHS is to me.

nites to all.
**imy**



SUNDAY

Not much of a ''BAM!'' in PSK yesterday. Lots of matches were walked over and disappointingly, my fighterS were not doing good enough. Even "boyfriend" were not focus enough.
*sigh*
Guess the pressure was too much.
Congrats to the winners and for those who didn't, don't fret.
Behind every success there is failure.
*gambatte!!*

p/s: yes. stop being obscence and please, don't brag. I know you have hot bods. *eyes rolling*
haha. & you've yet to show me the book!!


SATURDAY

Who would have guessed that 5th of July 2008 would be the FIRST (yes, the first) Primary 5 preview?! With mouth agaped, it certainly wasn't a joke when that was the reply I get as I told my friends about it.
Costumes were a such a hassle. No, wait. Maybe I shouldn't said that. People who helped me to PUT ON the costumes have the RIGHT to say that especially when they are putting it on ME. Yes I know.
Credits goes to you guys...Twiniee Sis, Nana, Yayat, Ika, Aunt Ros & of course, Aunt Faridah.
Wonder why it took 6 people to get just ONE costume done on ME ?
only god knows why.
haha.