Chapter 3: Gemini
It's a wrap up!
Wednesday, April 29, 2009 | 11:35 PM | 0comments



Because she never thought she could,
and not that she would.
For as long as it burns,
she got everything to earn.


She chose this path
and she'll face it alone.
For no one shall intervene,
and there shall be no new wound.


She'll never turn back,
never to blame a soul.
For her actions are true
as a new story be told.


She'll keep dancing
through sunshine, rain or snow.
because a friend once told her,
never give up a soul.



It's not an ending.
It's a begining.


The Big Day!
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 | 11:54 PM | 0comments
The booth was all set up, bookmarks ready,
brochures were printed, songs were blasting away and girls in their sexy costumes.


Im pretty much sure, we're open for business!
(uh..for recruitment I mean.)
*giggles*


SLA Fiesta was seriously a disappointment I must say.
The timing schedule for performances was totally crappy
and there wasn't much of a crowd.
Only seniors could be seen walking around.


It was my second appearance to emcee SDIG
and because the crowd was dying, it was really discouraging.
Nevertheless, it was awesome being up on stage as both
emcee & performer!
Awwhh-sum!


and here are my favourite Photo Ops!





Crappy Tuesday.
but I'll look forward for wednesday though.
besides, there will be an extra hand tomorrow!



wednesday.


Preparation : SLA
Monday, April 27, 2009 | 11:39 PM | 0comments
The 2 things I'm looking forward today.

1. Dance Practice.
2. Preparation for SLA booth.






With Baby Bash on the background singing 'Cyclone' on repetitively, it's no wonder decorating the booth was entertaining.
and with that supporting smile he had on his face (though wasn't pretty much of a help anyway), Zaini was kind enough to stick around to witness the chaotic moment.
*laughs*

But we all did have fun, yes?


And I can't wait for tomorrow.
The big day.
only a few hours more to go.
Finally.




I kind of miss you, you know?
Will you come if I said I want to see you?

2am
Sunday, April 26, 2009 | 2:27 AM | 0comments

It was indeed nice to finally catch up with an old friend right after work,
though I know it's pretty heavy for him to leave his girlfriend whinning for him to stay,
I truly appreciate it.
It was never easy but the day was finally over.


It was like a mad disease.
I'm just worried if the oxygen I'm inhaling would be enough for such a crowd.
Sheesh.
Singaporean will always be a Singaporean.
*giggles*


Tomorrow - oh no wait, it's today.
Today will mark another busy day for me.
I hope stocks come in before the crowd does.
I just hate those impatient faces.


Oh well, Mr Bed is already calling and I've yet to have a date with Mr. Ducky.
Guess the meet up kinda drag a lil' too long aye?
*smiles*



At times, you should know what and who you're facing
cause not everyone plays the same
and not all rules applies.
So how far would you go again?
Think.

Basking!
Friday, April 24, 2009 | 11:18 PM | 0comments

Basking : 23 Apr 2009


Spent hours finalising and perfecting a 15mins script and
to my horror, I didn't even get to use it.
Thank You Impromptu Moments.
sheesh`


Basking would have gone smoothly if that faggot didn't
decide to barge in last minute.
and to make things worse,
dancers backed out because of that faggot only a minutes away from performance;
totally not professional please!


So frustrating!


But surprise surprise,
Thinn & Zaini was extremely pleased with our effort an energy
and would love more of us basking!
Talk about impromptu moments.
Seems like we have a deal here.
*giggles*



And I wont let any loop holes this time.
well, that's the least an emcee could do right?
*evil smile*





webcaming at godly hour with Siti.
with such a ridiculous reason.
*giggles*



and I'm crossing my fingers for tomorrow.
I'm foreseeing a crowd at work.
Let's hope it'll run smoothly.

The hardest word to say
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 | 11:52 PM | 0comments
It don't matter.
Things won't change.
It'll still be the same.
Boundaries?
There aint such thing, right?


That's what they said.
Yet no matter how much I assured myself,
trouble spells on my forehead.
If I just lay here,
would things be the same?


I know the answer now.
but sadly, you don't.
How am I to tell you when you're so fragile in my eyes?
I'm sorry.


Worse than I thought.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 | 11:59 PM | 0comments

To sneak out from school during break was indeed risky but I am risking a life to do it.
She scared the shit outta me but I'm glad nw that's taken care of.
A miracle indeed.
Thank god.



I was pretty much looking forward for the end of the day actually,
with another preview to attend to,
it was seriously a dread.
And it was such an annoyance when everything was topsy-turvy.
*shrugs*



I'm just glad tomorrow would be a non-academic day.
Though it's a free day for me, I still have to make a trip back to school.
Oh bummer.
I seriously should opt to stay in the hostel, burden me less with all the travelling.
*laughs*



Call me a paranoia,
but are you hinting on me boy?
I seriously don't need this now.
I still have unfinished games.
So are you really?

Mind Blastic!
Monday, April 20, 2009 | 11:59 PM | 0comments

Despite the confined time for breaks today & not to mention the congested campus,
surprisingly school went impeccably smooth,
better than I expected and it's always great to have some familiar faces in the new class.
And of course, more assignments to be done.
I just hope I could complete them by the deadline with all these IG stuffs going around.
Getting busier each day.




Momentum Preview

Indubitably, feedbacks were given at the end of show.
Needless to say, I was indeed surprised with Zaini for he was impressed with SDIG.
It was just like he said, "Very Inspiring!".
And to quote from many,
"it was not only Mind Blowing but Mind Blastic!"
I'm glad it turned out well.
Let's maintain that and polish it to the fullest!







And of course, it's always nice to have old friends around.
Thanks for the support guys.
Miss the whole family though.



Tomorrow: SLA preview, 5-10pm
*groans*






Cause there isn't anything between us.
you were here first & you'll always be.
trust me baby.
you're my ecstacy.
Reasoning.
Sunday, April 19, 2009 | 11:59 PM | 0comments

10 Reasons why I don't have a boyfriend


10.Guys are troublesome.
9.Guys nowadays are expecting too much.
8.Guys just won't settle for one.
7.Guys are just too predictable at times.
6.Commitments scares the shit outta them.
5.I'm still young?
4.I still am attracted to games.
3.
2.
1.

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5 Reasons why I don't have a boyfriend

5. I've been too busy
4. So I couln't commit.
3. I'm a little difficult to handle.
2.
1.

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1 Stupid Reason Why I don't NEED a Boyfriend.

1. I am CONTENT with my life right now.
Thank You.

When Hetro meet Homo.
Saturday, April 18, 2009 | 11:59 PM | 0comments

They were such a lovely couple.
That constant teasing & the intensity of their intimacy, it's no doubt that they were the center of attraction.
They way they hold each other, so graceful in one another's arm yet
protective at the same time, the atmosphere just get a little intense with every baby step
they took.


Of course, it's not only the passionate embrace that they exchanged between each other that made them in the spotlight.
There were more reasons to it.
Far beyond than anyone in the same room could imagine, to be able to witness such acts,
would be utterly disgusted.


But I realised, all I could respond to the situation was to give them my crooked smile.
A smile so innocent yet hide a thousand meanings, aint it just perfect?
What do I have in my power to refrain them from such acts?
Afterall, I owe it to them for making my day.


Finally, a reason to smile.
Not because of the intense love in the air that they carry but because of who they are.
And for a second, I admire them for such bravery.
*chuckles*


oh by the way, did I mentioned that the lovely couple that playfully strolled down the aisle in the mall were actually GAYS?

Ain't scared no more.
Friday, April 17, 2009 | 11:48 PM | 0comments




Because I know who is rolling the dice now.
Because I know what game we are playing.
Because I know who is accelerating.
Because I know who is masking.
And for that I challenged you,

BRING IT ON.
A private note`
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 | 11:52 PM | 0comments
Dearest __________,


Congratulations for finally breaking your virgin!
Though it's not pretty official, I still considered it as one because darling, you were great!
And not to mention, you lead well too (for a first timer) !
*giggles*


I know you were pretty nervous but not to worry, all it matters now that we are already comfortable enough with one another!
and darling, please smile more.
don't wanna see you soo tense when we're doing it.
I'll be nice this time and demand less ok?


Hugs you many many!
Can't wait to see you again!



Hugs & Kisses,
your darling LaLa.
p/s: and sorry for the aches all over your body dear.. I'll give you a massage afterwards ok? (:
Twirl me around`
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 | 10:32 PM | 0comments


We danced.

Under the sky
with the stars shimmering bright,
witnessing the glow in our eyes.

We danced.

Under the teardrops
of every cloud,
Soaking us wet as we are
oblivious to it all.

We danced.

Under the serenity of youth
With you now watching
my every move.

We danced.



somehow, the tree looks like a ballet dancer.
don't you think so?





Because I know what girl I am.

Right Na Na Na..
Sunday, April 12, 2009 | 11:56 PM | 0comments
The one vital factor that is truly indispensable in my Survival Guide, To Boredom, is the necessity of lively rhythmic music. I simply cannot master the art of silence in the mall and I truly, I would beg for any number of whatever collections they have to entertain me.

Which of course to prove yet another theory,
that is to prevent me to secretly making a trip to DreamLand.
*chuckles*


But the weather is so inviting. Who are we to blame? :p
It made me realised somehow of how fortunate I am to be enjoying my time at work with sing-a-long anf pop-to-the-beat kinda songs. Comparing my situation to dearest Jasmine, she had to suffer almost the same boredom........ only worse.


The long standing hours with the store's official song repetitively playing like a broken record, is a torture.
But then again, it's pretty much subjective and after a few occasion listening to her humming to the song, I don't know if it is really a torture for her.
*giggles*


And I'm not trying to be brat now but seriously, can't the people play something nicer than Akon's : Right Here Na Na Na?
The fever is gone now, so why is it still around?
*sigh*




I am scared.
So much so, I am actually craving for more.
Not to relive the dream again,
but to finally get to see his face,
is all what I could ask for.
Wake Me Up?
Saturday, April 11, 2009 | 11:49 PM | 0comments

I was greeted by a young charming man, needless to say,
who would be not more than his thirties and with ever so politely,
questioned me of the products before him.


Before I could answer him, I couldn't help but to assume.
I figured he would be one of those
photographer in action, who loves capturing every moment
around him with no second to lose.
And with the evidence
explicitly hanging around his neck, I was truly confident.


So after answering him in brief for a couple of minutes,
I suddenly realised where this was heading.
We engaged into a friendly conversation and
every now & then,
he would replied me with his smile, coyly.
Indubitably, he looked more charming when he did that.


I swore I wasn't blushing but I could
clearly felt a rush up to my cheeks.
He started to fiddle with the catalogues &
asked redundantly obvious questions.
The need to be felt accompanied is well
accomplished but flirting, wait-





IS HE FLIRTING WITH ME?
.......
Musical in Me`
Friday, April 10, 2009 | 11:58 PM | 0comments

It was indeed a tough choice for me.
It took me days and nights to make just one simple decision.
and afterall, I'm no wonder girl.
So I decided to settle for the Musical instead of En La Pasion.
It pains me but in the end, it was worth it.




Truly magical! Quite simply a phenomenon,
it was indeed a privilage to witness such a magnificient musical.
With imaginative sets, resplendent choreography & not forgeting stunning costumes,
CATS the musical is worth every penny.





With such exuberence, it is beyond a doubt that they
deserve a standing ovation.
A pity that the crowd seemed shy today and it was a lil' sucky that it turned out that way.
because afterall, audience do play a part in their performance.


Oh swell.
At least the 3hours is worth the catch & truly indeed I enjoyed myself!
especially after getting purr-ed by some of the casts!
Claire would die just to exchange seats with me.
*winks*




Twiniee resorted to initiate a "Hate LaLa Day" today for one simple reason :
that I caught the best-loved musical without her.
oops.
looks like I owe her more mochaS now.
*shrugs*





At times I wish you would know but
I guess, it's best to keep it a secret afterall.

One simple dress`
Wednesday, April 8, 2009 | 11:59 PM | 0comments
Started the day off with such a bad tummy ache that left me rolling on the bed for minutes, isn't exactly what I would picture my wednesday to be.
and to make it worst, I'm late.
*gasp*






Thanks to Ms Ducky, I'm all set on a trip to Suntec for the Graduation Ball.
all because of one reason.
and I had to admit, it was fruitful afterall.






Having my number 1 bitch as the host, the night just couldn't get any better.
(damn, I miss clubbing with you girl!)
*chuckles*

A pity I cldn't snap Mummy and Daddy dearest in their best suits!
and since I had BJ's instead, I simpy had to share! To finally witnessed this tender moment, I shivered just thinking about mine. Wondering if it's anything similar or more.





And with every ending borns a new beginning so shall be your new route in life.
All the best my dearests and I shall await for your wedding invitation cards soon! :p






and if looks could really kill,
I guessed I'll be dead by now cause baby,
you look damn fine tonight!
Just one simple dress to tells it all.
I need a refill.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009 | 11:59 PM | 0comments

Things has been shitty lately and with the issues I had to deal both school and home,
I just need an escapade to relief it all.


And I did.


But it was a wrong move.




When it kicks in,
there is no way I'm saying it to stop.

It's just you`
Sunday, April 5, 2009 | 11:54 PM | 0comments

At times I wonder why

you keep appearing in my mind.
And it gave a rush everytime
I see you smile.
Though I hate the fact that you're everywhere I see,
I'll always get that sugar dreams eventually.


From innocent fondness to little crushes,
I still don't know why & what attracts me so much.
Are you even aware of the power that you possessed,
the strong charisma that I'm obssessed?


Your presence for a minute around me
would made my day or even week, trust me.
Though I know there is no reason to be,
I'm still clueless to the fact I'm still lingering.


Baby,
I miss the way you tease me,
the way you said you miss me,
the way you would brush your skin against mine,
the way we dance the night.


All I want is for you to take me in your arms.
Will you?



`
Make Over: Phase1
Thursday, April 2, 2009 | 11:58 PM | 0comments


-credits to Twiniee



Just as planned, FieLaLa get on their thinking caps and shopping heels
for their ultimate project of the year.
A true transformation we shall await.

Que Bonita.




A Walkthrough

♥ Rants
Hear me roar through the dark where the shadows reside.

♥ Alter Ego: LaLa
Walk in her shoes. Feel her joy, her pain, her confusion. The birth of a broken soul.

♥ Once Upon a Time
Sometimes even if you force it, there are memories that you'll bring to your deathbed. And these, are mine.

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