Chapter 3: Gemini
Whose to blame?
Sunday, December 27, 2009 | 11:54 PM | 0comments

It's funny how chaos seems to gravitate towards me.
For every half-full glass, there'll be a spill.
For every fragile display ornaments, there'll be a shatter.
For every visit my period decides


*Gets a very disturbing flashback*


Ohkkkayyy..
So maybe I was exaggerating.
But hey, you get my drift.


And it's not like my star astrologies has anything to do with it.
Gemini does not spell T-R-O-U-B-L-E, yes?
...But then again, why would Gemini need twins aye? To cover up previous mistakes with another? *gulp*


No wait.
Using astrology isn't a good example. I meant to say zodiac.
Seriously, how could a 'horse' cause chaos, no?
Cause simply see, we're only doing what we're best at. Running through the breeze, becoming one with the nature.


Knowing my stars are innocent (of course, Jeez..), it has thus became to a convincing deduction that the culprit of all these chaotic ambiance lies on the underlying reason of self:
THE GENETICS.




Oh yes indeed.
And nobody can stop me from believing otherwise.
(Wait, I'm drifting away now)
My point is could TIME be a factor to my genetics imperfections?

For TIME is my sole benefactor, the reason where I'm at and suppose to be at.
But what's the point of pondering, knowing that someone from up above has been playing with the TIME remotes all this while?



STOP FAST FORWARDING WILL YA!?



Jeez.
I hope it isn't Baby Jesus if not, he'll bring us back to B.C.
Yikes.

Choose Wisely.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 | 10:34 PM | 0comments


WHEN IT COMES TO SEX


Accountants do it with Double Entry

Acupuncturists do it with a small prick

Ambulance drivers come quicker

Australians do it Down Under

Bankers do it with interest

Bartenders do it on the Rocks

Chess players check their Mates

Cops do it with cuffs

DJs do it on request

Deep-sea divers do it under extreme pressure

:P Dentist do it orally

Detectives do it under cover

Don't do it with Bankers, most of them are Tellers

Engineers do it to specification

:nuts: Firemen do it with a big hose

Garbage men come twice a week

Gardeners do it in the bushes

Gas attendants Pump all day

Jockeys gallop hard and finish fast

Landlords do it every 1st of the month

:P:P Mountain Climbers like to be on top

Pianists touch, tickle, and titilate!

:nuts: Pizza delivery men come in 30 minutes or it's free

Truckers do it in the road

Travel Agents do it in lots of different places

:confused: Waiters and waitresses do it for tips

Zoologists do it with animals.



You know the code. So choose wisely.
But as for me.. don't judge me just yet
. ;)

Collaboration`
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 | 11:59 PM | 0comments

Because you've got only one chance in life.
(:


Singapore International Salsa Festival
[13 - 15 November 2009]
Downtown East



When will you stop and realise that it's all just a charade you're playing?
It's a pity that you failed to appreciate the present.
Seek your conscience. Please.

Red Tassels & Fishnets Stockings`
Friday, December 11, 2009 | 8:30 PM | 0comments

Dear God,


It's been awhile aye? And yes, I know the title doesn't suit but Oh well..


For all the shits and craps I've been through, I know some may come in form of your obstacles and some, yes, the retribution I've long deserved for my wrong doings.
Needless to say, come what in whatever form they may, I know you stood by me because I've always felt you're somewhere if not deep but near me.


Nonetheless, I still want to thank you for without these obstructions, one cannot know what is pleasure if pain do not surface.
And thank you for hearing and answering all my prayers and quetches. (:


It has been a cruel and tough journey to get to where I'm at now but I know there'll be truckloads more to come and I'll pray that my heart, my soul & my mind will bring me further for I shalt not succumb into failure and despondency.


Exactly a month ago from now, with approximately the exact same time, was when all it begin and ended.


Oh yes, you've read me well enough for me to even mention anything.
So if I may, to humbly seek for your advice & encouragement to give me that courage that has once be within me. To give me the strength to walk on the same road however avoid the same flaws.


Because yes dear God. I know. And you too as well.
That this is only the beginning of another ending.



Reflections: MUSE ||

The Light of Self,


No, we're not Racist.
Thursday, December 10, 2009 | 10:16 PM | 0comments

OR ARE WE?


A question we asked ourselves from time to time again whenever we mock or joke (per say) other races teasingly.
What's the joy in it when everything is so serious and mandatory relative to the law? *giggles*
So here we are now, standing by the few minorities in the crowd, in joy and glee.
Smiling and applauding till the very end.
A standing ovation? Yes please.




Once again, a fantabulous show out up by our dear international students in RP.
Something to celebrate than just plain Chinese, Malay, Indian & Eurasians community. :X!


And what a night to end without some Camwhores and a goodnight kiss? (:
Yes darling, don't expect me to be repetitive because I'm not your grandma.
Heh. :P







Because I stood alone, doesn't mean I need your company.
Don't cross that border please.
Let's Play 101Qns!
Tuesday, December 8, 2009 | 11:27 PM | 0comments

Asked a random question, you get a random answer.


1.What is more difficult:

To let go everything or forget what happened?
- Definitely the latter.

2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
- A quality that an individual possess wasn't only harmful but contagious. Henceforth, an ugly break out was seen. Yikes.

3. You will die in three minutes. Last call?
- Twiniee. She is the only one for me.
(corny much? bite my lips then.)

4. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
- If I pen it down, would it come true?

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love
- To trust or To love? Be trust or Be love? Nevertheless, what's there without Love?
But then again, what's Love without Trust? Heh.
Trust for me. (:

6. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
- Have I..? *evil smirk*

7. Think of the last person u've met..
- Bestiee Riniee`

8. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
- Who wouldn't? :P

9. Would u sleep with someone if u had the chance?
- Already am. Everyday, every night. *wags eyebrows*

10. Are you old fashioned?
- Does dancing salsa means I am? :X!

11. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
- For now? It'll definitely be the first. Gosh.

12. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up?
- My life because it meant too much and is far to precious. (:

13. Romantic love: when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
- There has yet to be the 1st. (:

14. Imagine: It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
- 1st: Twiniee (though it she would jump into the same reaction as me.. at least she's there).
2nd: My Mr Huggable. (:

15. Would you give a homeless person a CPR?
- Nope. Don't have a cert to back me up. Sorry dude.


IF YOU HAVE 3 MONTHS TO LIVE:

17. Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die?
- Why would anyone want to spoil the fun?

18. What do you do with your remaining days?
- Whatever that would remind me of living. (:

19. Would you be afraid?
- I guess I can only answer when being put in such situation.

Near Perfection`
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 | 11:41 PM | 0comments

I've got those little black Butterflies deep inside me.
And they're telling me something now.











RUN.



You're different but you're trippin' me.
"Leave it."
But do I have the heart to?
No Saturdays.


A Walkthrough

♥ Rants
Hear me roar through the dark where the shadows reside.

♥ Alter Ego: LaLa
Walk in her shoes. Feel her joy, her pain, her confusion. The birth of a broken soul.

♥ Once Upon a Time
Sometimes even if you force it, there are memories that you'll bring to your deathbed. And these, are mine.

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