Chapter 3: Gemini
The Fifteen year old
Wednesday, October 30, 2013 | 12:04 AM | 0comments

In all honesty, I don't even know when she was born. I don't even know she exist..
But all I know, whenever she is around, she has one hell of a good ride.


All it took was a simple curiosity.
Feed it well, and it will blossom like a flower ready for summer.

All I did was smiled at him.
And now, he is whimpering for more.
I'm no master, guru or professional. I do what I feel right & good lord, it never fails to make anyone felt the same or sometimes, even better.

J.H was his given name. The cute jock that may look a tad Korean, fair skin, charming smile, sexy hair but yes, not everyone is perfect (god is fair) a little vertically challenged as compared to his mates. Nonetheless, enough to make any junior girls in school melt within an eye range. J.H was my senior and as words got around, gossips spilled that he had been carrying a torch for my sister in school. It was no surprise especially when they work in the same uniform group back then.

So naturally, I knew J.H's intention when he decided to engage with me. It was after school hours and I was revising at the canteen area when J.H decided to say Hi. I was surprised indefinitely knowing J.H was a very shy person. I peeked around nervously and I saw a few jealous eyes from my batch looking at me and J.H at the same table.

...Might as well soak in the attention. Smile Lala. Smile as cute as you can.

It wasn't long until J.H became clingy. His sweets words were cute at first but after awhile I got bored. I just wanted him to come clean that all these while, he wanted to get close to my sister instead of me so I could stop this charade. Unfortunately, I was wrong. He wanted to be with me all along.

Which somehow confuses me but excites me a little. Is it wrong to feel this way? But she didn't mentioned anything about dating him.. So I played my flirtatious card. I didn't want to be attached nor do I want any commitments. I was just curious whats underneath this famous "Korean" boy. I wanted to be the first girl to say that I did that with him. That I rocked his world and that he was begging for more each time night falls. Afterall, who would say no to making out with a charming lad?

I wore a mini denim skirt with a tight black blouse underneath my jacket for our meetup that evening. We were suppose to be revising but I knew that wasn't how I planned the night. Somehow J.H got the vibe too. Because that was the first time he finally grabbed my butt and whispered, "I love how perky they are".
Without wasting any time, I lead him up the stairs and as he closed the door behind him, I unzipped my jacket, revealing my cleavage. It wasn't an impressive one but at the age of 15, I was quite happy with my size. We kissed hungrily but J.H was still holding himself back. I took both of his hands and placed them on my chest gesturing that he could touch, tease, massage or even kiss them. But he just stood there, in shocked and he begin to blush.

You know what sweetie, let me just...show you how it's done.
(Clearly I don't and I was just following the lead from a porn video I used to watch but he doesn't have to know that now, does he?)

I planted soft kisses on his lips, slowly down to his neck and took my time unbuttoning his shirt. His breathing got heavy as I finally got his shirt off and started kissing down south. This time, he took off his pants and nervously looked at me with uncertainty. I smiled and licked his member, standing tall and hard. He let out a moan and I got excited. I swallowed him whole. Bopping my head up and down furiously, he kept moaning loudly told me not to stop. I licked, I sucked, I nibbled. But when I finally used both my hand and mouth, he was shaking. Within second, he came and it was all over my chest.

Wow..how...how did you....how did you know how to do that?
As he caught up with his breath, I looked at him and gave him a smile, realising that was his first ever blowjob.



x Alter Ego x


Restless
Friday, October 18, 2013 | 3:13 AM | 0comments

And I looked over.
Darkness surrounded me. 
It was 2:49am. 

Restlessness.
So many thoughts yet so little time.
Why do man worry so much? Is it because there will be none in the afterlife? Afterall, these are all temporary.

Silence.
It's just emptiness inside.


x Rant x



Please.
Thursday, October 3, 2013 | 2:20 AM | 0comments

It's one of those nights again.
Please make it stop. 


x Rant x


A Walkthrough

♥ Rants
Hear me roar through the dark where the shadows reside.

♥ Alter Ego: LaLa
Walk in her shoes. Feel her joy, her pain, her confusion. The birth of a broken soul.

♥ Once Upon a Time
Sometimes even if you force it, there are memories that you'll bring to your deathbed. And these, are mine.

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