Confounded`
Saturday, January 31, 2009 | 8:36 PM | 0comments
It was never intended neither was it planned.
Little actions now turned to addictions.
a scent that was only for a sniff now is an essential.
touch merely only for sport now a drug one couldn't live without.
strings or not, it's wrong to indulge but it's like a curse.
a curse only such teaser would be hexed.
and that because everything has a centre of element, everything else would revolve around it.
which is the 7sins.
for only one that could always trapped the tainted soul.
filling it with nothing but LUST.
Lust that is often confused over love itself.
or the reason why love even exist for some.
strings or not, the chapter has already written in our novels.
it's inevitable.
but what can one do?
be wary, be still.
listen to the heart and let it speak.
Little actions now turned to addictions.
a scent that was only for a sniff now is an essential.
touch merely only for sport now a drug one couldn't live without.
strings or not, it's wrong to indulge but it's like a curse.
a curse only such teaser would be hexed.
and that because everything has a centre of element, everything else would revolve around it.
which is the 7sins.
for only one that could always trapped the tainted soul.
filling it with nothing but LUST.
Lust that is often confused over love itself.
or the reason why love even exist for some.
strings or not, the chapter has already written in our novels.
it's inevitable.
but what can one do?
be wary, be still.
listen to the heart and let it speak.
Revived`
Thursday, January 29, 2009 | 10:47 PM | 0comments
It was so nice to finally get in touch with you.
and I miss that.
alot.
Reliance`
Monday, January 26, 2009 | 8:25 PM | 0comments
I guess I'm too dependent on you.
I have never treasure you.
I've always been taking advantage of you.
'cause I know you'll always be there when I need you.
You're my essential.
The drug I need every single day.
And now that you're gone,
my shell is empty.
so empty,
the tranquility is killing me.
I've been erased away from your world.
It's too late now.
I AM SO LOST WITHOUT AN INTERNET!
I'll promise to be good and not to surf all the sites that only 18 and above could.
*bats eyelashes*
I have never treasure you.
I've always been taking advantage of you.
'cause I know you'll always be there when I need you.
You're my essential.
The drug I need every single day.
And now that you're gone,
my shell is empty.
so empty,
the tranquility is killing me.
I've been erased away from your world.
It's too late now.
I AM SO LOST WITHOUT AN INTERNET!
I'll promise to be good and not to surf all the sites that only 18 and above could.
*bats eyelashes*
Fresh Page`
Friday, January 23, 2009 | 11:30 PM | 0comments
For every ending born a new beginning.When I thought it was finally over, life has its new ways just to surprise me.
-did we get the most screams or what?!
It was such a fabulous way for dearest BJ and Alice to finally graduate from RP by performing their last show at such an extravaganza event.
Not to mention, it turned out better than we expected!
With such a vociferous crowd that night, it was inevitable that our dips & tricks would shake the building!
Despite of only 4hours of stay in Dreamland, it surprised me that I had sufficient energy to drag myself out of bed to school.
Reached home past 3am, I wouldn't expect seeing myself in school today.
But hey, it was the last day of school and I missed W4-SEXY truckloads already.
*smiles*
February is going to keep me busy so I might as well enjoy my last few days of January!
and of course, Thank You to all who had came down to support!
*hugs*
you guys will be missed terribly. trustme. (:
Finally`
Thursday, January 22, 2009 | 10:12 AM | 0comments
I hated myself for doing this.Skipped class, when I wasn't suppose to, just for my performance which will be only a few hours away.
I cannot believe I didn't even get to say my final goodbyes to Jason.
but what the heck.
EVERYONE IS IN THE HOLDAY MOOD ALREADY.
:p
ZOUK is where I'll be tonight.
Wish me luck!
Rest Day`
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 | 11:19 PM | 0comments
Despite the achings and bruises that you could spot on me, I dragged myself outta bed just so I could be at school.Don't question me why I did so when it was suppose to be my REST DAY.
*laughs*
the day ended pretty well with me & mario chatting away at Mac like there isn't tomorrow, asking random questions and living up new theories.
hah.
but what made me satisfied was that despite the busy hours, though it may be short, I get to see you.
Lucky number 8?
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 | 11:19 PM | 0comments
And I've always thought my lucky number 8 will always bring me good memories along with lucky charms, but who would have guess it would bring me bruises too?yessire.
8 goddamn freaking big fugly bruises.
o.O
believe it or not, yes I did count them.
now now, don't you go around and search for those 8 bruises when you see me.
it's well hidden but maybe you can spot a few.
it's not like a hunt or something so don't be a freak.
well then, if I would really did what Kor Kor suggested me to, I bet he who is responsible for all these bruises will be paying me a great deal of $$.
I might just get rich overnight!
*chuckles*
oh bummer.
but then again, a massage would do me good. I'm not complaining just whinning for some attention since Twiniee isn't here.
Yes I know. I could be such a spoilt brat at times. *laughs*
(note the word: AT TIMES. so it's not always ohkayy..)
so I miss my long hair very much.. *sigh*
oh hurry home sweetheart.
I'm missing you so much already.. and yes, the teasing-part too.
(:
Loves!
It aint the same no more`
Monday, January 19, 2009 | 11:30 PM | 0comments
It's too quiet.
The tranquility around me has grew so much, I couldn't bear it another time alone.
And taking charge now since you're gone, it's not the same anymore.
Those endless laughters and sharing.. oh how much I miss those.
bummer.
you didn't even hug me when you went away.
oh swell.
I hope you do know that I miss you baby.
*hugs*
The tranquility around me has grew so much, I couldn't bear it another time alone.
And taking charge now since you're gone, it's not the same anymore.
Those endless laughters and sharing.. oh how much I miss those.
bummer.
you didn't even hug me when you went away.
oh swell.
I hope you do know that I miss you baby.
*hugs*
Glittery Hot Pink & Upskirts Moments`
Sunday, January 18, 2009 | 11:53 PM | 0comments
For when the crowd cheered and the eruption of applause from the audience were heard, it has no doubt encourage all of us to do a much better performance for the BIG DAY.afterall, disappointments would be the last in the list.
Such beautiful chemistry, no one would want to miss any actions. On top of that, we are the only Polytechnic who will be performing plus with a bachata number! something you won't see everyday.
(now I sounded like some emcee... -.-)
*laughs*
Anyhoos, the rehearsals turns out pretty well but with more synchronisation, we would definitely shine!
heck with the bruises and aches, let's bring it to our top people!
(:
(now I sounded like some emcee... -.-)
*laughs*
Anyhoos, the rehearsals turns out pretty well but with more synchronisation, we would definitely shine!
heck with the bruises and aches, let's bring it to our top people!
(:
Bailamos Para Siempre`
22nd Jan 2009, Thursday.
ZOUK.
7:30pm till late.
22nd Jan 2009, Thursday.
ZOUK.
7:30pm till late.
read my beat`
Friday, January 16, 2009 | 12:15 AM | 0comments
So as they say, a note could read someone's body language.
The way they interpret it.
The way they feel and they way how they get into it.
You could tell much from a person.
But could you really tell a person from all those?
What is there to prove?
The most cliche phrase I would heard coming out from someone's mouth would be,
"Heck no, I can't dance."
Well, there you go.
Is it because you're just too shy to groove or that you don't want to?
There isn't such thing as CAN'T.
It's a matter if you want or you do not want to.
Simple.
Why complicate things?
I've always believe that regardless any age, race, heritage or whatnots,
EVERYONE (yes, hear me out people), can dance.
It's a matter of finding your right beat.
It doesn't matter where you are or who you're with.
It'll come to you eventually and trust me, you won't want to stop when it's in you.
Hypothetically speaking, a hip hop dancer has the element of a hip hopper & a malay dancer has the essence of cultural roots all over.
But, I beg to differ.
Versatility is what one should consider.
But maybe, I guess I'll be like what Jack did.
Jack of all trades but Master of none.
hah.
Nevertheless, I hope my partner would get his beat to his feet soon because
I do not wish to hurt his leg any further.
not that I DO mind steeping onto his feet but heyy, my heels don't deserve that ohkay!
and yes, speaking of which, I need to fix it soon!
gahh.
the buggar.
*laughs*
The way they interpret it.
The way they feel and they way how they get into it.
You could tell much from a person.
But could you really tell a person from all those?
What is there to prove?
The most cliche phrase I would heard coming out from someone's mouth would be,
"Heck no, I can't dance."
Well, there you go.
Is it because you're just too shy to groove or that you don't want to?
There isn't such thing as CAN'T.
It's a matter if you want or you do not want to.
Simple.
Why complicate things?
I've always believe that regardless any age, race, heritage or whatnots,
EVERYONE (yes, hear me out people), can dance.
It's a matter of finding your right beat.
It doesn't matter where you are or who you're with.
It'll come to you eventually and trust me, you won't want to stop when it's in you.
Hypothetically speaking, a hip hop dancer has the element of a hip hopper & a malay dancer has the essence of cultural roots all over.
But, I beg to differ.
Versatility is what one should consider.
But maybe, I guess I'll be like what Jack did.
Jack of all trades but Master of none.
hah.
Nevertheless, I hope my partner would get his beat to his feet soon because
I do not wish to hurt his leg any further.
not that I DO mind steeping onto his feet but heyy, my heels don't deserve that ohkay!
and yes, speaking of which, I need to fix it soon!
gahh.
the buggar.
*laughs*
So I wonder if it's true..
Wednesday, January 14, 2009 | 11:12 PM | 0comments
Interesting fact aye?
*smiles*
Laughing Gas`
Monday, January 12, 2009 | 10:59 PM | 0comments
May y'all laugh in your sleep!
ok wait.
that is just creepy.
@_@
Asian Ghost Story`
Saturday, January 10, 2009 | 4:44 AM | 0comments
I read this from a Chinese web page full of ghost stories...
A married couple, with a young son, was always fighting, bickering, you name it.
One day out of pure rage, the father murdered the mother.
He hid his crime well, no one suspected anything.
But he noticed something strange about his son.
The boy never complained about the absence of his mother.
"Son, why aren't you calling out for Mommy? Most little boys would want their mommy to be with them. Tell me what's bothering you."
The little boy replied, "I'm fine. I was just curious why you're always carrying Mommy on your back."
One day out of pure rage, the father murdered the mother.
He hid his crime well, no one suspected anything.
But he noticed something strange about his son.
The boy never complained about the absence of his mother.
"Son, why aren't you calling out for Mommy? Most little boys would want their mommy to be with them. Tell me what's bothering you."
The little boy replied, "I'm fine. I was just curious why you're always carrying Mommy on your back."
How creepy. Reminds me of SHUTTER.
*shrugs*
Default`
Thursday, January 8, 2009 | 10:37 PM | 0comments
I am VERY TIRED...
I know how hard you've been trying & giving but I still couldn't find the key to it. don't force me please. sorry.
:)
Dreams`
Wednesday, January 7, 2009 | 11:32 PM | 0comments
Everyone has a dream.
and you have the key to give it a life.
but for this case, you CAN TRY...
*laughs*
and you have the key to give it a life.
but for this case, you CAN TRY...
*laughs*
Sex talk`
Tuesday, January 6, 2009 | 11:41 PM | 0comments
I hate it how media plays such a vital part in our portal of development.It can shape you or destroy you.
So harmless yet so dangerous.
I hate it just how they use SEX to sell.
Be it that of a movie, a simple one hour drama, music videos, magazines or even or just some car promoters, SEX is written all over them.
HipHop music is inevitable of course & that can be excused.
*chuckles*
But of course it doesn't permit you any special reasons or excuses to execute such actions but do respond first before you react.
Society demand more self-awareness, dignity and morals to be instil in their children but with all the influences that a child could get with just a mouse away, do you see how the purpose was defeated?
Society claimed that Asian children is far more educated & conservative than the westerners but with a 9year-old getting pregnant because of her burning curiousity to explore, how far off different does it makes our society and theirs?
Human's behaviour and patterns needs meticulous observation and perhaps with alot of backup theories and not just simply assumptions or sweeping statements.
So before you CREATE your own theory, revise others' first.
At least I know, they deserve some credits.
& despite how much I hate the media of how it could manipulate us so badly, I couldn't agree more that media is the source to all sort of entertainment we could ask for.
So which is it?
Hate or Love?
I'll leave it to you to decide.
3 more weeks`
Monday, January 5, 2009 | 11:00 PM | 0comments
There is nothing more agreeable to the phrase : MONDAY BLUES.not only blues, but sleepy too.
goodness.
I could barely even look still at my screen for 20minutes.
Seriously.
Dreamland keeps calling me like as though there is some emergency I need to attend to.
Freak.
So I took a stroll with bestiee darling and we start ranting like there isn't any tomorrow.
god. that helps. ALOT.
*giggles*
but time cheats on us and it made me rush through my work like some spastic girl.
ooohhkkkayyy. so I was exaggerating.
but you get what I mean.
Training later today was not only FUN but painful too.
could guess much since I'm partnering with you-know-who.
*giggles*
and thanks Mario & Siti. I DO NEED THE LUCK.
(:
guess it'll be us performing then. 4 couples all together on 22 Jan at ZOUK.
anyone wanna come?
Empty`
Sunday, January 4, 2009 | 11:04 PM | 0comments
Yesterday : You Left.Today : He Left.
In a few minutes : She is leaving.
It came to a sudden moment that I felt SO EMPTY in the world.
There is just too many people that I'm missing, gives me such a heartache.
and oh, school starts tomorrow. Oh swell.
Now that dearest Gangsta is out for boarding school & Twiniee busy with her social life, the house isn't the same anymore.
and I'm already missing him.
"Sis, do you know how to play Gundam Seed?"
"So Random?! Hahas. Why darling?"
"No la..just that if you are free later, can you play with me?"
"oh. *giggles* well, I'll try dear. No promises ok?"
"oh ok..cause now that abang is out, no one is here to play with me... It's ok if you are busy." *smiles*
paused.
"well, alright darling, I'll play with you."
*hugs*
and I'm already missing him.
"Sis, do you know how to play Gundam Seed?"
"So Random?! Hahas. Why darling?"
"No la..just that if you are free later, can you play with me?"
"oh. *giggles* well, I'll try dear. No promises ok?"
"oh ok..cause now that abang is out, no one is here to play with me... It's ok if you are busy." *smiles*
paused.
"well, alright darling, I'll play with you."
*hugs*
There is just too many people that I'm missing, gives me such a heartache.
and oh, school starts tomorrow. Oh swell.
DogTag`
Saturday, January 3, 2009 | 11:58 PM | 0comments
Thank You for the memories Zy!
It was beautiful.
Have a safe flight home and I miss ya!
p/s: It was short but I do hope it'll be longer.
I'll keep it with me.
(:
I'll keep it with me.
(:
Mannequin`
Friday, January 2, 2009 | 11:43 PM | 0comments
When I thought I could...as again...I couldn't.
I don't know what is stopping me when everything seems pretty clear.
No preferences.
No expectations.
Nothing.
So what is the reason now?
"It's not you. It's just ME."
Thank you for the date dearest.
This time, don't keep it in your box of memories.
keep it where it should be.
*adieu*
I don't know what is stopping me when everything seems pretty clear.
No preferences.
No expectations.
Nothing.
So what is the reason now?
"It's not you. It's just ME."
Thank you for the date dearest.
This time, don't keep it in your box of memories.
keep it where it should be.
*adieu*
Well, on a lighter note, something random to share. Pretty redundant anyway.
(:
(:
*wags eyebrows*
Knocking on a new door`
Thursday, January 1, 2009 | 11:50 PM | 0comments
Though 2008 has been a hell ride, sprinkles of rapture, love & care is inevitable.
Afterall, life isn't a bed of roses.
Partying the new year out together with 'Zy & Nadhrah may sound pretty tempting, and especially that I've always wanted to party it out at the Siloso Beach Party..., but instead I decided to stay home with sweet family just relieving from all the hecticness of the busy city inside our humble little home.
"When interference doesn't exist by with influential,
everything that nature does would be done with perfection".
Could I ever seek such perfection in this new year?
though it's pretty ironic to asked something from the world when we know that change is the only constant thing in the world.
for changed ITSELF comes from the inteference of influences.
Now that my 18year old me is ready to move on towards another year, I couldn't argue more that she would love to see more changes and improvements in ... well..., herself.
ain't that would be such a cliche resolution?
*giggles*
With Love.
everything that nature does would be done with perfection".
Could I ever seek such perfection in this new year?
though it's pretty ironic to asked something from the world when we know that change is the only constant thing in the world.
for changed ITSELF comes from the inteference of influences.
Now that my 18year old me is ready to move on towards another year, I couldn't argue more that she would love to see more changes and improvements in ... well..., herself.
ain't that would be such a cliche resolution?
*giggles*
Wishing y'all the best for 2009 and
give LIFE to those DREAMS of yours!
(:
give LIFE to those DREAMS of yours!
(:
With Love.
