Maybe it's a natural thing to be scared.
and maybe it's normal.
but I have never like it. Call me soft, vulnerable or whatever you name it but I know deep down inside, little LaLa is afraid.
maybe that's why I don't like commitment.
or maybe I am AFRAID of commitment.


Watching them fight and bicker from time to time is something not every child would want to witness.
Those shouting, sarcasms and constant blaming..
It just hurts me.
please. stop it.


If one day you forget who you are, will remembering helps you retain your life back?
Would you rely on your love ones to recall your memory, the footsteps you took?
or would you stop and move on, forget about your past and start a new?
like a white sheet of paper, waiting for a new set of colours to be painted on?