Too many nights.
Sunday, November 7, 2010 | 10:15 PM | 0comments
Theres only so much that one can do.
From persuading. From convincing. From begging. From believing. From lying. From loving.
Don't think so?
You tell yourself, "Everything else has a limit. That ain't me."
You benchmark yourself to someone better (or worse). And you keep a track list.
5hours/days/weeks/months/years from now, you look back. You saw. You realise.
That nothing has change.
Because you forget something. That you lost a friend, Faith.
And when you lost her in you, you lost the ability to trust the beauty of everything else that comes along.
The truth, the flaws, the illusions. Even the reality.
You'll choose to believe only what you think is right and wrong.
And you'll hold firmly to it.
Whatever happen to changes?
To accepting new revolutions? New waves? New beliefs?
Oh, there's only so much that one can do.
p.s: ouyofmaerdadahi. ♥
