Why?
Saturday, April 7, 2012 | 4:17 AM | 0comments
Why do you love?
You questioned yourself, over and over.
You doubted yet you believe.
You stood alone before. Constantly.
Never once you had to share a life, part of yours, to someone else known than family.
And now that given the opportunity, you've made a pact.
A pact to share, to be transparent, to be yourself.
And after all these time you've been keeping to yourself, to finally let it go, is truly a challenge.
You have to get use to this, you keep reminding, convincing yourself.
But it's hard. Because no one knows how you fought, so hard to get to where you're at now.
No one will understand but you still go on anyway.
You were never ready to share no matter how trivial a matter is.
You were never ready to immerse yourself into affection.
It was all fun and games. It was only lust and hunger.
The need to be made wanted..
Because you're afraid. Afraid to let anyone in without hurting or getting hurt.
Knowing very much you aren't ready to share.
Do you let go now?
So why do you love?
