As the date draws near, I couldn't help but question myself if I am ever ready for this step.
It's an advancement in life.
It's a big responsibility.

But will I ever be ready for it?

I feel so incompetent.
That I am less and never more.
I owe so much to the people around me to make me become what I am today.
And when the idea floats around the air, I asked myself again and again.

Will I ever be ready for it?

Its evident how much I depend on him, how my life would be so vastly different if he didn't choose to be part of it.
I guess it's inevitable.

Could he ever accept me for all my flaws?


x Rant x